i cried over this...

and this was my response...

don't make me feel that i am being taken for granted. i refuse to believe that even if i sometimes feel it. don't also think that i am scared to lose a boyfriend or you. i told you i'm just so afraid of getting hurt. i can't help but have tears on my eyes. i would have understood if it was work but it's not. now you tell me what your priorities are. put yourself in my position, would you feel secure with just words if the other party is acting this way? come on tell me. i hope you see that i am working so hard right now to understand what you need and actually set you free and let you do what you want. if you're just gonna abuse that i wouldn't want to wait for the day that you'll leave me with broken promises. we've been hurt so much and i've been believing in so many things that has just been but empty words. it's ok with me not to see you. it's not that that makes my heart hurt and makes my eyes cry right now. it's the reason behind it. i just don't understand. i don't think i'll ever understand. you make it sound like tomorrow would be a consolation for what's happening today. that's so lame and it feels more like an insult to me. didn't it occur to you that i also have my own plans? i just don't understand. if i should be understanding this and i can't then all i can say is sorry.

-----Original Message-----
From: him
Sent: Tuesday, June 21, 2005 12:01 AM
To: me
Subject: Re: at work...
Er... ='(

----- Original Message -----
From: me
To: him
Sent: Tuesday, June 21, 2005 12:44 PM
Subject: RE: at work...
ok.

-----Original Message-----
From: him
Sent: Monday, June 20, 2005 11:44 PM
To: me
Subject: Re: at work...
='( ...maglalaro sana ako ng basketball tonight, tapos bukas na lang ako dadaan kasi di ako magka-karting (low budget at malabo na akong mag-champion). Tampo po ikaw? =/

----- Original Message -----
From: me
To: him
Sent: Tuesday, June 21, 2005 12:01 PM
Subject: RE: at work...
lemme guess... your swamped today and you can't pass by later? tama ba?

-----Original Message-----
From: him
Sent: Monday, June 20, 2005 10:58 PM
To: me
Subject: Re: at work...
At ako naman ay late; 10:30am. Hehe... sorry po sa late reply. =p

Hon....... may atraso na naman ako sa iyo... ='(

----- Original Message -----
From: me
To: him
Sent: Tuesday, June 21, 2005 8:35 AM
Subject: at work...
ang aga ko. 8AM ako andito... =) have a nice day!