Tuesday, May 01, 2007

the L worLd

I am currently so obssessed with Jennifer Beals and her L word character, Bette Porter. Bette for me would be one of the most sexy and desirable lesbian around. She's fashionable, pretty, sexy, intelligent and has class. Well, she is bossy and all but that works for me! She is a pretty woman who is in control. How cool is that?!? I just finished watching the 3 seasons of the show. I have to tell you that I cheated on most of it. I scrolled through the show where Bette is. I have read the transcripts for the season 1 and 2.
The show has grown to my delight! Season 1 was mostly about lesbian sex which was fine with me but it was getting old. Believe me, there is a story but there's also lots of sex. I cried during the last episode of the First Season. That was when Tina found out and confronted Bette. I can just feel their pain but I have to say Bette was fuckin' stupid to get it on with that carpenter, Candace! Tina is not as gorgeous as Bette but she still is pretty on her own way and I just don't find Candace even cute! Plus, Bette has been with Tina for 7 years. They were life partners that wear this 3 entwined rings on their ring finger. How sweet is that?! And she had to throw it all away by getting in the sack with C.
Bette and Tina looks so cute together. And if you watch the show and get past the lesbianism and see their relationship as any other relationship around you would also find them cute. They were just so perfect for each other. They're the kind of couple that will always be a couple even if they break up. It's just sad that they had to fell apart. That was what made me cry. They were such great actors and great characters that I was so moved.
Season 2, I have to say has more depth than Season 1. The plot was deeper. The story dealt with something deeper other than sex. Bette was trying so hard to win back Tina and yu can see her so lonely in her own little world. It was her fault why she was in that mess but it was just so sad not to see them together. They got back together before the season ended but it was not like before. They got back but they were barely lovers.
Season 3, was very sad. They had the baby but their relationship was falling apart. They were not a couple even. They were just partners for the sake of their kid, Angelica and they always bicker. Bette was in her darkest times during this season. My heart comes out to her. It was just so sad. And Dana, funny and cute Dana, had to die from cancer. I cried again because it was just lonely. Bette and Tina broke up. Tina is with a man and Bette had to be stupid and took Angelica away.
The loneliness being projected in the series is taking over me. I feel lonely, too. I feel sad. I want to be alone even for a day. I wanna be alone somewhere and have my peace. I thought I'll have that today but apparently not.I wanna do what I want to do without explaining it to anybody. This series for me is a secret. I keep it to myself fearing that they'd think I am also a lesbian but watching the other season's I don't think that the show is just about Lesbianism. I tell you, if you get past that you'll see the beatiful and moving story underneath.
I love Bette! I really, really do! She is so pweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeetty!!!

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